In The Shadows

“Hello.”

We stand in the shadow of a handshake–

That most strange salutation of an outstretched, peaceful hand.

That with which we poke and grasp our way through this hazardous coil,

With our arms outstretched before us like inquisitive children.

As though to say: “What is a friend,

If not someone with whom you would trade the many relics of a day lived

And gladly fight each microscopic battle that ensues.”

All for the reassuring clasp of skin upon embattled skin.

But here we stand in its chill absence.

It is painfully implied,

As it dances on that barrier held between us with the power of will.

It mocks the calculating mind with its impossible, prohibited simplicity.

“Hello x”

Our new lovers are taunted by apparitions on small screens.

The walls of their rooms, dark in those illicit hours of romance,

Are danced upon by the haunting shadow of a kiss,

Which might yet lead to nought.

I know we can talk,

But what weight is conveyed by the pressing,

Of skin on tender skin.

“Hello.”

Upon returning home, a mother and child cannot unite,

Until she scrubs the passengers from her longing arms–

Those unthinking specs, who enjoy the touch that they deprive.

The shadow of an embrace lingers in the doorway–

An awkward guest–

And hovers where patient children sit.

Just wait– let me renounce these words and cool the sting

Of distance, through the touch of skin on tender skin.

Where Our Compassion Sits

Some days there are those gusts of gloom,

Laced with the nagging smell of grief,

Which gathers clouds with gnashing teeth

That darken each uncrowded room.

Down the sheets of dark descend

To stun outstretched, unshaken hand.

Quick– slam the doors to neighbours’ land

And chill the warm embrace of friends.

Some days you ask the darkness in

Through the anxious scrolling thumb.

The graver news that always comes

weighs on your soul, deep under skin.

But kindled there, the fire of hope

That punches holes in sheeted dark.

It’s sparked by aching, beating hearts

And fanned by hands of bathroom soap.

Though it’s no war; Dunkirk nor Blitz,

We fight these battles where we can.

But let’s give one empty, peaceful hand

To grow where our compassion sits.

A game of chess

For them it’s like a game of chess;

Two blokes try their bloody best

To win the squares of Britain’s board,

Under which our hope is stored.

But behind each silent, stoic pawn 

Is hungry nurse or child born

In poverty, used in games,

Played to the hum of distant pain.

Though some may play with heart on sleeve,

Riding like knight or cavalry,

The ever cunning tablemate 

Trots round the board with no mistake.

As when you’re watching from afar,

And you’re not the piece with which they charge,

You tend to have a clearer view 

Of how the rules might bend for you.

‘Our guy won! Your guy lost!’ 

‘Our Bobby Fischer sees Boris off!’*

They can shake hands, their wounds are healed

While others sweep their battlefield.

So sure, this is a game of chess;

We cheer for those that we like best.

But remember those in ‘cheaper’ seats

Are crushed by passing kings and queens.

*a reference to Boris Spassky, a Russian chess grandmaster who lost to American Bobby Fischer in 1972